A WEBLOG & LIFEWORK
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Journal / Journalism
I began blogging in 2012 after recovering from a ten-year addiction to cocaine and heroin. Since then I’ve written essays, profiles, letters, rants, memoir—virtually all forms of creative nonfiction—as well as one gear review.
Writing became a vehicle for exploring inner and outer worlds, and medium for representing both. While I recorded my own thoughts, I also tried to illuminate the lives of others through small sketches and longform profiles.
Feature Writing
Inside Heroin Addiction and Homelessness in Salt Lake City
At ten dollars a pop, a balloon—or “B” for short—carries one-tenth of a gram of your favored drug. Once sold in tiny water balloons—hence the name—ten-spots now come packaged in a small patch of garbage bag that has been folded over, twisted like a loaf of bread, tied off, and double layered. To keep things orderly, heroin comes in black plastic, cocaine in white plastic.
Photos
I started shooting film in the eighth grade—1991. All photos on the website are digital scans of my film negatives.
Bikes
During a blizzard in early 2018 I pulled a 1993 Trek 850 from a dumpster and determined to restore it. The rest is history.
Pipes
I made my first pipe from brass on a lathe in my tenth-grade shop class—for cannabis. Now I shape briar for smoking tobacco.